I was an alcoholic for 10 years before I became a Christian. I struggled for years to deal with my brokenness. These truths will help you to break through with much less pain than I did. I pray they will set you free.
This is a clip from a 10 minute video that will give you step-by-step instructions to set you on God's path of restoration. See "He Restores My Soul" How Does God Do That? Psalm 23:3 https://youtu.be/5yql3g320Mo